Sunday ScaleSandrian over at Aeternus Gaming is doing this personal challenge that she's labeled Sunday Scale. What she's doing is something I am also doing—weighing in on the first Sunday of every month and rewarding myself accordingly for hitting a goal. I found that weekly just doesn't work for me and stresses me out and defeats the purpose of losing weight, so I was going to go down to once-a-month anyway. But, I felt that we could at least support each other, and hopefully make it a little bit easier!
I'm going to be super candid with you guys about this. First, this is a really tough topic to handle. I am overweight. I know I am. It's something I struggle with thanks to various heath conditions. But there are so many reasons that I want to lose it, and I'm going to make myself do it. My current weight isn't a pretty number.
I've tried various fad diets and programs and have done pretty much everything that "the experts" tell you to do. But it doesn't always work for everybody. And for now, I'm going with what I can do both realistically and emotionally.
My goal is to lose 4 pounds a month. That averages a pound a week if I do it right. That's a pretty healthy and steady weight loss that any doctor would be happy about. Something that Chaide has been trying to get me to do is to get clothes that flatter me better and make me feel better about myself (in hopes of boosting my self-confidence and therefore my moods, which will in turn make it a little easier to lose more weight). So, I'm going to do it. Monthly, I will buy an item I want from my wishlist over at ModCloth. If I meet my goal, I will allow myself to get a second item of clothing (or an accessory, pair of shoes, etc.).
The stipulation to this is that I need to clean out my current clothes collection (no more keeping three boxes of "it might fit someday!" clothes). I'm allowed to keep certain things—costumes, items that are a family heirloom, very-well made/name brand clothes I picked up (like two name-brand dresses I picked up at Goodwill for a great price). Same goes for jewelry, handbags, shoes, etc. If I want to buy that second item as not a piece of clothing, then I need to be sure that everything else is purged.
I think it's a fair compromise and reward system, no? I'm still rewarding myself for doing my best (and filling out my professional wardrobe which is severely lacking), and if I hit my goal, I get something extra.
Star Wars: The Podcast AwakensI told you guys I'd keep you in the loop when the next episodes of Wildcast come out. Well, the next episode is out! And it has absolutely nothing to do with WildStar at all!
|Avid put this image together. Isn't it awesome?!|
Avid has a friend in the 501st Legion who joined us for this episode, and Behalter put together the awesome intro. We talk spoilers galore, so you've been warned. And I delve into my theory on Phasma, which I hope is true to a degree (at least!)! Like so many others, I am so pumped for the next installment, and I want to go see it again. I'm also super excited for Rogue One. I just hope that the momentum generated within this story can keep itself going with the director changes, but I have high hopes for Episode 8.
Other BitsI've also picked up some writing over at MMOGames.com, so that is part of the silence over here. I'm also still writing for QueueTimes (you can actually expect some of my Let's Play videos of Shadowrun Returns later this week over there!), and catching up with Blogs of Nexus over at WildStar Datacube, now that I have finally conquered my sinus infection!
Work has been seriously busy as well, and with the changes to where cubes are now located and the new open floor plan (bleh), it has become much less efficient to blog during my lunch hour, so I'll need to figure something out. Possibly writing in a Google Doc? Come February it will be a little bit easier. Chaide and I had a deal that if I could keep blogging semi-regularly for a year I could purchase a domain and some space and get a self-hosted WordPress. So there will be that come February where there will be a blogging lull to get everything off of Blogger and onto WP, etc.
I also ordered a Plum Paper Planner (I'll probably be that weird person and write a first impressions post!) that I'm expecting at the end of the month to help me schedule my time a little bit better with all of these obligations, plus trying to fit in a bit of exercise every day. The good thing about moving offices is that where I'm at now has an easy way to walk around the building to track exactly a mile, so I can do a quick half mile in the morning, and a half mile before I leave sort of thing. Small doses, y'know?
It really does feel good to blog, so I'm hoping to keep up with it a little bit more now that I've gotten over the "I should write something..." mood.